Even in the midst of some frustrations, I have to say I pulled off a good one today. I've been cleaning and getting rid of stuff, which always feels good, and have kept busy most of the day. Took a walk this morning and even though I stayed home otherwise, I've felt ok, gotten stuff done and had some good 'processing' time. This is the first day I've really been able to think about ME, which I want for the days ahead, and it has actually felt good. Knowing I don't have to really DO anything, I like that feeling. I like feeling like it's all about ME for a change. Who knows how long it will last, but for now, it feels good.
So tonight, after I nice dinner I made just for ME, I'm going to watch a
DVD and do some ironing. I'd love to have some bookings for the weekend, which I don't at the moment, but I'm sending out positive vibes in the hope that some come through in the next day or so... July has been terribly slow, and I really would like things to pick up. I need the stimulation by the weekend...
Anyway, that's it for now...